Shiva at entrance to Haridwar

Shiva at entrance to Haridwar

Arrived in Haridwar at 8.30am, dropped my bag at a tourist office/hotel and went straight to bathe in the Ganges beside Hari-Ki-Ghat (literally meaning the feet of God), considered the most auspicious place to bathe here. Since Haridwar is where the Ganges leaves the mountains to flow down to the great plains below, I was told it would be cold. It was a little cold, but swimming in summer in Ireland is miles colder.

Main Bathing Ghat, Hari-Ki -Pauri

Main Bathing Ghat, Hari-Ki -Pauri

Haridwar, meaning ‘Gateway to God” and is also known as  Hardwar. The nuance in spelling reflects the preference of Vaishnava and Shaivite understanding of God as Vishnu ( ‘Hari’) or as   Shiva (Har).

Haridwar is one of four  sacred sites where the Kumbha Mela (pitcher festival) is held every 12 years (Prayag/Allahabad), Nasik and Ujjain are the others). The festival rotates between these four places with lesser celebrations every six years. The Kumba Mela story  describes how immortal nectar fell from the heavens at this place and I’d love to tell you about it, but alas I have not the time.

Spending only six hours in Haridwar, visiting places on a rickshaw, I decided to move on to Rishikesh as it promised to be closer to the mountains. That’s all I needed to hear and it’s only one hour away by bus. I am also acutely aware that my precious time in India is fast running out and am greedy to see as much as I can.

Everyone is bathing here

Everyone is bathing here

So, after my bus ran over someone on a motor cycle, (luckily only the bike got damaged), an angry mob gathering to adjudicate, and another bus rescuing me from stagnation, I arrived in Rishikesh and booked into a place just over looking the Ganges.

I am now in Rishikesh  racing to fill a few blanks before I leave for Badrinath  tomorrow at 4am. From there I hope to go to Kedarnath and then Gangotri and Gomukh, the source of the Ganges.

There are many variables involved in the time it will take to do this, not least the amount of rain that falls and possible landslides that could block roads. It lashed more heavily than I’ve yet seen rain lash this evening, so I hope all will be well higher up. It takes about 12 hours on a bus to get to Badrinath.

Lakshman Jula Bridge Rishikesh

Lakshman Jhula Bridge Rishikesh

Rishikesh rests at the foothills of the big ones yet  even these hills  are huge and covered with forests and there’s a huge rocky Ganges gully crashing right through them. Raw …wild…beauty.
Rishikesh

Rishikesh

It feels as if nature is in control here and not simply peeping through from pockets of respite from human hands here and there. And even though the Beatles since their Maharishi days have left a New Age legacy here, with lots of Western yoga people, yoga pants, massage, crystals, tarot cards, horoscopes, and meaningful conversations on ashram roof-tops everywhere, it is still a raw beautiful place.
For me mountains  force  ‘uplift’…..  physically and metaphysically and the lure of the real sky scrapers is almost palpable.  I cannot think of any more fitting place to journey towards a temple and hopefully I will visit Shiva in Kedarnath and Vishnu in Badrinatha and finally get to Gomukh.
Actually I’ve had to revise the order of my travel as now you need a permit to walk the 18kms to Gomukh. So temples first. So I will be off-line for a few days as I travel through the mountains.
Mother Ganga in Rishikesh

Mother Ganga in Rishikesh

Left Varanasi at 2pm on Sunday 30th August on the 3 and half hour bus to Prayag/Allahabad.Before leaving, had time for  a boat ride along the Varanasi ghats at dawn which was beautiful, but a little too voyeuristic for me. Perhaps it was because the  other two young travellers in the boat with me went into super-camera over-drive  with telescopic lens that reached almost into the suds of the ghat bathers. So this time I took no pictures.

Later, just before leaving, I took a boat across the river where it was quiet and cleaner….though to read the Lonely Planet on toxic levels of the Ganges at Varanasi, I should be dead now for doing so.

Arrived in Prayag at 5.30pm and rickshaw-ed to  a boat-hire place to take me to the Triveni Sangum, the sacred confluence of three rivers, the Ganges, Yamuna and the Saraswati (which is believed to flow underground). Arriving at the Saraswati boat ghat, there were about 10 enlivened boatmen demanding huge prices , my rickshaw driver and I, and a fast fading evening sun. I had been very eager to stop off at Prayag en route to Mathura, just to take this bathing opportunity, but now it seemed that it wasn’t looking like such a good idea after all.

It was over-priced, they were uncomfortably over-keen, and I knew there was at most one hour of daylight left. The boat ride takes a half hour  each way to the middle of the river from this  isolated Saraswati ghat.  I decided, against my desire, not to risk it as it didn’t feel quite right to go out alone with any one of these men.

So I turned to leave and walked back up from the rivers edge to my rickshaw, disappointed. Climbing back up,  another little boatman appeared, in traditional white dhoti and religious markings on his forehead. He asked how much they had charged me and laughed at the answer. He offered to take me for a fraction of their cost and something about his demeanour, mood, and size, made me accept.

The sun was setting as we arrived at the little bathing platform in the middle of the river where it is shallow enough to stand.There was  a gathering of about ten other crowded boats there and the tiny platform was full of men splashing around. I decided against bathing there even if it was the particular spot the brahmins did special rituals. I indicated to the boatman that I would hop over the side of the boat to which he stood up and shouted,  “No madam! It is 40 metres deep…… you cannot……you must go there to standing place!” pointing to the middle of the crowd whose eyes were now fixed on us as we drew up in our boat. Those eyes made my decision.

The confluence of the Yamuna, Ganges, and Saraswati rivers, at Prayag

The confluence of the Yamuna, Ganges, and Saraswati rivers, at Prayag

So I did get to bathe at the sacred sangum where you can clearly see the two colours of the bluer Yamuna and the muddier Ganges meet. But I didn’t bathe on the platform and  photographs were taken of the apparently worthy spectacle of a white woman who could swim that evening.

The boatman smiled kindly when I returned and rowed me safely back to shore as darkness set in. As I changed in a ladies room back at the ghat, he must have spoken to the other boatmen, because they all came with altered mood to say goodbye and wish me well on my tirtha yatra.

I happily boarded the train for Mathura that night, wet clothes in hand and chuffed by my encounters with the Yamuna, the Ganges, and the boatmen.

Varanasi from the train (its the blurry strip in the middle).

Varanasi from the train (its the blurry strip in the middle).

Arrived  this morning in Varanasi from Calcutta and booked into Hotel Alka over-looking Mir Ghat on the Ganges. Varanasi (or Benares, its Muslim name) is made up of the names of two rivers, the Varana and the Assi which join the Ganges on the north and south borders of the city.

Shasti Brata in his  India The Perpetual paradox,(1985) describes Varanasi as “the oldest continual living city in the world at an age  reckoned to be a little under 3000 years. He calls the city where Hindus “go to die” as the “city of burning and learning, where metaphor and reality interweave to form the tapestry of living history.”

It is believed that anyone who dies in Varanasi will attain moksha or freedom from the cycle of birth and rebirth (samsara) and attain the highest spiritual reality. This is why many old people come here to die and even more will be brought here to be cremated along the banks  of the Ganges.

Originally the city was known as Kashi, the City of Light,  as it was believed that the jyotirlinga,

Varanasi from a boat

Varanasi from a boat

Shiva’s fiery pillar of light (a story found in the Shiva Purana, amongst other sources), came through the earth and flared up into the sky here.

The Kashi Vishvanatha Temple is also here. This is one of the most famous and ancient Shiva Temples in India but non-Indians do not have access to it. The security surrounding the temple is very evident with many armed guards at each entrance. Apparently this has to do with raised Muslim Hindu tensions in the area and not a zealous attempt to keep white-skins out.

Old  compulsively-obsessive-temple-destroyer Aurangzeb himself destroyed this  temple too in 1669 and constructed Gaynvapi Mosque right beside it, where the mosque remains  today. The temple had been destroyed and rebuilt many times before this, but the current temple was built by Ahilya Bai Holkar of Indore in 1780.

Panoramic Ganges view from Hotel Alka

Panoramic Ganges view from Hotel Alka

It rained heavily shortly after arriving so it wasn’t until this evening that  some sense of Varanasi beyond the labyrinth of narrow alley-ways and Indian  hustle and bustle emerged.

Having just returned and noticed a computer in the lobby I thought I’d  post  something of  one of the most beautiful rituals I’ve seen yet. To those who question the point or purpose of ritual  I say go to this one. It is simply an experience worth having.

Every evening at 7.30pm this  ceremonial offering (aarti) to the river Ganges, considered a sacred mother to all life, takes place. The whole experience,  out on the river; watching the brahmins in brilliant orange and white robes at the ghats perform with  synchronised, almost dance like movements; the gentle lapping of water ;  cool breezes in the darkness;  hundreds of hushed pilgrims and tourists gathered around on boats and steps, made for a mood  of reverential awe. It was certainly helped too by the sacred songs and mantras resonating, unusually,  at a suitably devotional pitch.

Priests offering puja (worship) to the Ganges

Priests offering puja (worship) to the Ganges

There is Youtube clip that has footage of the ritual, though the brahmins were dressed differently that day. You can find it here.

The fires of huge lamps lit up the sky and incense and frankincense wafted through the night as people gently offered their own little  flower lamps to the rippling back of Mother Ganga.

Fire lamp offering

Spectacular fire lamp offering

Ofering Flower lamps
Offering floating flower lamps to the Ganges

But  before I wax on too lyrically about the uplifting spirituality of the whole experience, ritual may also serve less edifying ends. A  savvy and articulate youth, Raj, was my guide for the evening. He pointed to one of the  eight or so brahmins lined up on the bank and said with unveiled disgust:

“You see him, the one with the balding hair, he’s not really a brahmin at all. When this puja is over he will go over there and smoke cigarettes and talk to the tourist girls”.

“So he’s a bit of an actor then? ” I said.  ” Do you think he just likes to do this in front of the crowds, to be a bit of a celebrity? ”

He laughed saying ” Yes. This one he thinks he is the Michael Jackson of Varanasi.”

I ended my evening back at the hotel restaurant watching  flames seemingly  floating  far out on the Ganges. I asked what it was and the waiter said it was a poor man’s cremation on the opposite  side of the river – one who could not afford a burning on this side.

So as my Ginger and Honey and Lemon tea arrived, I watched the blazing funeral pyre from my side of the river. It  looked like one of the little candle lamps offered by pilgrims at this evening’s ritual, floating far across the water. It flickered and gradually faded as Mother Ganges carried a soul home.

Tomorrow morning I will go out on a boat at dawn to see the sun rise over life and death at the Varanasi Ghats (broad steps leading down to the river for bathing). Then in the afternoon I will head for Prayag (Allahadad) and catch a night train from there to Mathura.

Howra by the Hooghly

Howra by the Hooghly

Hooghly river

The Hooghly river (its behind the tree)

Arrived in Calcutta 5am on Sunday 23rd morning, checked my bag into a cloakroom, booked a ticket for Navadwip (130 km north of Calcutta) and set off around the city to check out the book shops and any AC cafe I could find. Very hot and humid in Calcutta and mercifully I found an Art Deco Palace cafe called ‘Flurrys’ on Park Street which opened at 7.30 am. I was their first customer, clawing at the door. I sat in those blissful AC surrounding dragging out breakfast as long as I could.

I should have gone to see the Kali Temple  in the south of the city but the lure of a peaceful AC reprieve won over religious and cultural concerns. They felt distinctly over-heated and thus over-rated pursuits today.

So instead I browsed in the  The Oxford Bookshop for ages  and resisted buying more weight.

Back at Howra train station, things were amiss with the Navadwip train-line and I would have to wait until late in the evening to catch a train. I decided instead to stay in Calcutta for the night and try again the following day.

On  Monday 24th, I arrived in Navadwip at 5.30pm and crossed the Ganges by boat to Mayapur, the birthplace of the Bengali Vaishnava Saint Chaitanya.

Crossing the Ganges from Navadwip

Crossing the Ganges from Navadwip

There is a festival here on the 27th, Radhastami, which celebrates the appearance of Radharani, the apple of Krishna’s eye, so I shall stay here to partake of the festivities.

Radha-Krishna

Radha-Krishna

Next stops I hope will be Varanasi, Prayag, Mathura, Vrindavan, to drop luggage and get warm clothes for the north, Haridwara, Badrinatha, Kedarnatha and Gomukh (the source of the Ganges) if possible.

Anyway that’s the plan. Let’s see what really happens.

Pushkar

Pushkar

Arrived in Pushkar, Tuesday afternoon around 4 o’ clock. Pushkar is beautiful, with a lake surrounded by rugged hills on all sides. The lake, very much receded suggests little rain though the surrounding areas look lush and green.

Here is one of the very few places to find a temple to Brahma in India, and is said to be the place Brahma dropped flower petals that caused the appearance of three lakes. There are many different stories as to why Brahma is not worshipped.

One is that Brahma wanted to perform a yajna (fire sacrifice) at Pushkar but needed his wife with him to do so. Since she, Savitri was late, he married Gayatri, the priests daughter instead. But Brahma had not asked Savitri’s permission to do this so she cursed him so he would only to be worshipped at Pushkar. Along with Brahma’s temple (and about 400 other temples) there are two hills, one large and one small with temples to Savitri and Gayatri respectively.

Route to Savitri Temple

Pushkar ghats & Gayatri temple

Three little incidents, along with the story of the Maharaja of Jaipur’s trip to England (see previous post), set me thinking about sacred territory and how the word ‘sacred’ with a single vowel shift changes to ‘scared’ and how fear can indeed shape territorial responses even in the realm of sacred territory or space.

I decided first to pay my respects to Pushkar lake but on approaching Badri ghat, where steps lead down to the water – or mud in this case – two crows did a Hitchcock (see film: Birds) and swooped down on my head twice. It was more of a push than a peck and I was glad to have my hair protectively piled high on my head. There must have been a nest nearby and the little dears were just being protective. I took my shoes off just in case religious etiquette might have been their problem, and since these were my first moments in sacred Pushkar, I was eager not to offend. Fear of offence is very real in sacred India.

Poised for strike two

Poised for strike two

Then as I sat out by the isolated lake edge, a chorus of dog barks started up. Not aggressive barks, more like: “Who are you and what are you doing on our turf?’ I did my best to pursue my contemplative moment until five of them came over for a sniff. That must have gone well as within seconds they were all over me benedicting me with the blessed mud of Pushkar lake and affectionately chewing my scarf and shirt to pieces. I gave up, and returned to the street looking like something from the swamp. Buying a new shirt and leaving the digested one behind, I thought how over-intrusive attention, in sacred spaces the world over can over-whelm reflective moments in our surroundings. Over zealous preachers; pushy priests with commercial interests; overly friendly advances or speaking for myself,

Badri Ghat

Badri Ghat

bombarding some poor unsuspecting sadhu with too many questions.

The third incident was at the Raghunath temple where I was promptly given my marching orders because I was a foreigner, irrespective of life-style or practice. A sign at the gate pronounced ‘ NO FOREIGNERS ALLOWED ‘. The guard was apologetic and kindly added that he did not think it was a good idea and was sorry I could not go in. I appreciated his sympathy and am glad this is the exception rather than the rule here.

I thought again of the Maharaja of Jaipur’s Ganges Urn story. Both incidents demonstrate an underpinning exclusive or elitist approach that withholds access to the sacred out of fear of contamination or pollution. Unlike the Maharaja of Jaipur, not even a bottle of Ganges water could counter-act contaminating influence in my case. Perhaps I should have tried rupees!

Protective, intrusive and exclusive approaches may be part of the multi-layered and complex interweaving of many strands in issues concerning the sacred, but it is my experience here that it cannot be limited by or to them.

Tonight at midnight I leave for Udaipur and from there to Nathdwar and Dwarka. That’s the plan. Let’s see what happens.