The Balaji or Venkateswara (meaning: the Lord who destroys the sins of his devotees.) Temple in Tirumala, just outside Tirupati, lends itself to superlatives. It is one of the most important Vishnu temples in India. It is also the richest temple in India, the most visited temple in India and one of the most visited places of pilgrimage in the world.
The deity is an impressive 2 metres high made of jet black stone with his eyes covered with the white tilak marking of the Vaishnava tradition. It is said that these eyes are so beautiful that if they were uncovered, no pilgrim would want to leave. However I had a little difficulty trying to stay.
Having set off from Kanchi about 3pm on Monday 18th, I arrived in Tirumala (27kms from Tirupati ) around 7.30pm that evening. Darkness had set in and with it a bit of the old Mumbai blues descended. I spent two hours with an overly heavy rucksack, wandering around guest houses, ashrams, hotels and enquiry desks. I cursed the Lonely Planet guidebook for being about a mile thick, and for having accumulated so many other little books on my travels.
I think I expected a tranquil and relatively small pilgrim site. What I met was a huge sophisticated pilgrimage complex with millions of people (it seemed) happily milling around knowing exactly what to do. Many of the pilgrims, men, women and children had freshly shaved heads. This act of renunciation, in gratitude for blessings received or in the hope of gaining them, is a traditional part of pilgrimage here for thousands.
Free buses conveyed people all around the vast metropolis of shops, restaurants and endless accommodation facilities, yet everywhere I tried was full and no one seemed able to explain to me why. Naturally this was because I did not speak Tamil and I didn’t meet anyone who spoke English very well.
Apparently accommodation is mostly pre-booked here, and if it’s not, it’s full. Also much of the accommodation is for specific groups and ashrams and is not open to others. Furthermore i was told that they don’t have rooms for single people. It is all families and groups and I would have to go back down to Tirupati and find something there.
So, At 10pm I found myself sitting under a tree away from the crowds, feeling like an alien on the planet – a lonely planet – and worst of all feeling I might not be able to stay on this sacred mountain for the night. I was just about to give up and descend again to Tirupati when I remembered something casually said by someone I spoke with in Sri Rangam about free hall accommodation for pilgrims in Tirumala. Within ten minutes I found it.
So I did get to stay on the mountain for the night , and got to do it in serious pilgrimage style. I slept on the floor with a million others and showered with the same million others and somehow after about 3 hours of queuing, I got to see Lord Balaji, and I got an extra 10 seconds more than anyone else because I don’t think they get too many white and freckled females visiting, and they were kind.
So now, as usual with such matters, the Balaji Blues, just like the Mumbai Monsoons passed and I feel very happy that I got to go through all of that because I really appreciated my brief moments of darshan with Balaji.
Nothing like a little bit of a stretch to sharpen the focus and desire a bit. I felt much lighter, despite the rucksack, leaving Tirumala but nonetheless posted home all the heavy books from Tirupati next day.